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(|record|) WOOOW [25 Apr 2006|02:01am] ive totally forgotten i had this!!!!!!! ummm im turning 18 in two weeks and im stoked!!!! i miss everyone and i wish you could all be here for my birthday!!! its not going to be the same with not having me good friends!! im sick of nelson and i want to move to wellington! or back to tucson, but hey its not going to happen till i finish school which is in dec soooo.... i have to wait!!!!

(|2 listen record|) [10 Jan 2006|03:34pm] umm lifes shit right now!!! dads in the hospital. my boyfriends isN'T helping and i miss home more than ever and i want to be there not here!!!

(|7 listen record|) [03 Sep 2005|05:15pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | rise aginst "anywhere but here" ] im soo lost in my thoughts right now! i wish that my emotions were strong! i meet a boy and have been dating him for about a year and ive lost my streath why have i taken myself into disaster !!! why cant i just pull back im only 17 yet soo attached!! i need to go back to tucson to get my strength back with the people that love me for me find my heart and make it metal ! not allowing myself to be torn apart at the smallest defect!! please someone! i feel as if im fading i need someone to just let me know that there still thinking of me! have any sine inter peace let me know!!!

(|2 listen record|) [01 Aug 2005|08:12pm] i fucked up my foot! it sucks!!!! yeah same old same old, nelson is the lamist place ever in nz!!!

(|5 listen record|) [20 Jul 2005|11:16pm] i want to go home! and i miss my dad he went back home for like three mounths!!! but im thankful for the shit i have! but fuckin hell could life get better plezzz!!!!

(|2 listen record|) [06 Jul 2005|12:29am] um hi havent posted in a while! life is alright right now i miss home alot! and still grrrr fucking nz so far away its horible!!! and no ones really rich and cant come see me i hate it!!! anyway hope everyones havin a good summer im in fucking school cuz our summer is not for a while and its cold omg someone help me!!! love yas xoxo hannies (dont 4get me!!!!!!)

(|2 listen record|) [05 Jun 2005|08:13pm] I hate the fact that i got soo involed with a boy heatbreak is the worst pain in the world if i could i would take it all back because i keep wondering things that suck ive never been so hurt in my life!!! i wish someone would come see me!

(|5 listen record|) [24 May 2005|09:21pm] WOOT WOOT for everyone that is graduating thats awesome!!! sorry i cant be there for ya's!!!   ummmm my life is lame right now my heart is in bad shape but i guess thats life and thats how you get stronger isnt it?! im missing t-town again because i miss my friends! and if i was there they could help me through it and i would be ok but i dont feel like i have alot of people that im as close too i need to give it time but i just want someone to lean on if that sounds lame so be it but its how i feel i guess that no one really reads bullshit that i write cause they are writing there own bullshit that they re going through oh well   love yas all hannies

(|3 listen record|) [20 May 2005|11:42pm] its funny how you can like someone soo much and sometimes when their tired or something small you can turn it into a big fucking thing even when its not

(|record|) [17 May 2005|10:12pm] ummm school lame everyone went on bio trips including ben and its lame but hey! rock quest is on friday im totally stoked haha. i did stage challenge no one knows that is but its a dance comp and we came 2 and should have come frist cause nailand was over budget and had a judges daughter in it fucking LAME!! but whatevea ummm yeah after i came back from the states i feel like im last priority with ben but hey i guess that im just a shit girlfriend or something whatever i feel like shit right now cause i really love that kid ( i love him in a teenage love because you dont know what real love is at this age) and as a friend. and i do feel like im getting treated badly maybe im over reacting but whatever

(|5 listen record|) [15 May 2005|03:56pm] MY Birthday was on wednesday it was alright i guess dont feel anyway differnt, but i guess thats how it is when you get older. Ben took me out and got me a shirt and took me to lunch. blah blah blah im boring. my trip was awesome but im soo fucking pissed that i didnt get to see everyone cause im not going to be back there for a while!!!!!! im lazy i should be at school today but yeah im tired and didnt want to go. mom through a fit about it but i really dont care because i didnt want to go!!!! umm yeah love yas all hanies

(|record|) [29 Apr 2005|01:40am] hi im hanah and i love julie a lot laaaterrr ps im fat!

(|record|) [29 Apr 2005|12:57am] i had a wonderful time with everyone that i saw im soo sorry to people that i didnt see it fucking sucks that i had to leave today but yeah!! its going to be really nice to go home! i miss everyone there and i really freaking MISS BEN!!! like crazy anyway i love you all and i will miss you ill see you guys in a year or soo, COME VISIT ME!!!! save your money fools new zealands gorgeous!!!!<333

(|3 listen record|) [22 Apr 2005|12:59pm] minus the bear with juile and trever was fucking awesome!!! minus the bear was great!!!! hanging out with my jewls was fucking beatiful!! haha hanging out with trever was fucking awesome!!!! meeting natalie was way cool and funny 2!!!

(|record|) [21 Apr 2005|09:43pm] hey im in tucson is soo weird being BACK!!! ummm call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will call you guys too but yeah 408-8068

(|2 listen record|) [11 Apr 2005|01:52pm] i leave for san fan today WOOOT umm ill be in tucson on the 22 the number of my aunts where im stayin is 408-8068 sooo you have to calll me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(|10 listen record|) [20 Mar 2005|12:05am] NUMBERS:   i need peoples numbers cause i dont have my phone from there anymore so if ya want to hang leave it for me if you didnt already! and i will give ya the number or my aunts where im staying WOOOT WOOT soooooo excited!!!!!

(|17 listen record|) [17 Mar 2005|07:58pm] IM comming HOME!!!!! i got plane tickets yesterday ill be in san fan 12 of april- the 19 prescott the 20-23   T-Town tge 24-the 30th aosjdhfoiahsiodhfoashdfukhauishdf   everyone we need to make plans K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(|record|) [07 Mar 2005|11:55pm] BEn comes back on thursday cant wait i think that this has ben the longest 6 days of my life!!! haha anyway started stage challenge fuckin fun woot woot. hope everyone in well love ya all and miss you   LOVE hanners

(|record|) whY? [05 Mar 2005|08:03pm] i miss having a life i miss hanging out with friends that i love to hangout with!!!! ben went to see greenday last night he had the best night of his life!! he went with his sister him and his sister are soo close and it use to be cool but now bothers me but when she talked to me today i just felt like crying because she just told me how awesome it was and that her and ben had the best time of there life and been spent amost all his money on her and when she use to live her she use to always get me to buys her shit and im just feeling horible i dont know and she is his number 1 person and its just great i dont know i just feel like shit and wish that i could come home NOW!! so i could talk to people and get it out of my fucking head but thats not going to happen and im just going to feel like shit for a long fucking time!!!!!!!

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