johnnyheat

WOOOW

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 09:05:33 GMT

ive totally forgotten i had this!!!!!!!

ummm im turning 18 in two weeks and im stoked!!!! i miss everyone and i wish you could all be here for my birthday!!! its not going to be the same with not having me good friends!! im sick of nelson and i want to move to wellington! or back to tucson, but hey its not going to happen till i finish school which is in dec soooo.... i have to wait!!!!

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 22:36:03 GMT

umm lifes shit right now!!! dads in the hospital. my boyfriends isN'T helping and i miss home more than ever and i want to be there not here!!!

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 00:28:19 GMT

im soo lost in my thoughts right now! i wish that my emotions were strong! i meet a boy and have been dating him for about a year and ive lost my streath why have i taken myself into disaster !!! why cant i just pull back im only 17 yet soo attached!! i need to go back to tucson to get my strength back with the people that love me for me find my heart and make it metal ! not allowing myself to be torn apart at the smallest defect!! please someone! i feel as if im fading i need someone to just let me know that there still thinking of me! have any sine inter peace let me know!!!

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 03:13:51 GMT

i fucked up my foot! it sucks!!!! yeah same old same old, nelson is the lamist place ever in nz!!!

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 06:17:17 GMT

i want to go home! and i miss my dad he went back home for like three mounths!!! but im thankful for the shit i have! but fuckin hell could life get better plezzz!!!!

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 07:32:51 GMT

um hi havent posted in a while! life is alright right now i miss home alot! and still grrrr fucking nz so far away its horible!!! and no ones really rich and cant come see me i hate it!!! anyway hope everyones havin a good summer im in fucking school cuz our summer is not for a while and its cold omg someone help me!!! love yas

xoxo hannies (dont 4get me!!!!!!)

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 03:16:21 GMT

I hate the fact that i got soo involed with a boy heatbreak is the worst pain in the world if i could i would take it all back because i keep wondering things that suck ive never been so hurt in my life!!!

i wish someone would come see me!

Wed, 25 May 2005 04:27:21 GMT

WOOT WOOT for everyone that is graduating thats awesome!!! sorry i cant be there for ya's!!!

ummmm my life is lame right now my heart is in bad shape but i guess thats life and thats how you get stronger isnt it?! im missing t-town again because i miss my friends! and if i was there they could help me through it and i would be ok but i dont feel like i have alot of people that im as close too i need to give it time but i just want someone to lean on if that sounds lame so be it but its how i feel i guess that no one really reads bullshit that i write cause they are writing there own bullshit that they re going through oh well

love yas all hannies

Sat, 21 May 2005 06:44:16 GMT

its funny how you can like someone soo much and sometimes when their tired or something small you can turn it into a big fucking thing even when its not

Wed, 18 May 2005 05:19:19 GMT

ummm school lame everyone went on bio trips including ben and its lame but hey! rock quest is on friday im totally stoked haha. i did stage challenge no one knows that is but its a dance comp and we came 2 and should have come frist cause nailand was over budget and had a judges daughter in it fucking LAME!! but whatevea ummm yeah after i came back from the states i feel like im last priority with ben but hey i guess that im just a shit girlfriend or something whatever i feel like shit right now cause i really love that kid ( i love him in a teenage love because you dont know what real love is at this age) and as a friend. and i do feel like im getting treated badly maybe im over reacting but whatever

Sun, 15 May 2005 23:02:17 GMT

MY Birthday was on wednesday it was alright i guess dont feel anyway differnt, but i guess thats how it is when you get older. Ben took me out and got me a shirt and took me to lunch. blah blah blah im boring. my trip was awesome but im soo fucking pissed that i didnt get to see everyone cause im not going to be back there for a while!!!!!! im lazy i should be at school today but yeah im tired and didnt want to go. mom through a fit about it but i really dont care because i didnt want to go!!!! umm yeah love yas all

hanies

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 20:30:30 GMT

hi im hanah and i love julie a lot

laaaterrr

ps im fat!

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 19:50:09 GMT

i had a wonderful time with everyone that i saw im soo sorry to people that i didnt see it fucking sucks that i had to leave today but yeah!!

its going to be really nice to go home! i miss everyone there and i really freaking MISS BEN!!! like crazy anyway i love you all and i will miss you ill see you guys in a year or soo, COME VISIT ME!!!! save your money fools new zealands gorgeous!!!!<333

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 07:53:09 GMT

minus the bear with juile and trever was fucking awesome!!!
minus the bear was great!!!!
hanging out with my jewls was fucking beatiful!! haha
hanging out with trever was fucking awesome!!!!
meeting natalie was way cool and funny 2!!!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 16:37:08 GMT

hey im in tucson is soo weird being BACK!!! ummm call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will call you guys too but yeah 408-8068

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:52:47 GMT

i leave for san fan today WOOOT umm ill be in tucson on the 22 the number of my aunts where im stayin is 408-8068 sooo you have to calll me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 07:07:24 GMT

NUMBERS:

i need peoples numbers cause i dont have my phone from there anymore so if ya want to hang leave it for me if you didnt already! and i will give ya the number or my aunts where im staying WOOOT WOOT soooooo excited!!!!!

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:07:05 GMT

IM comming HOME!!!!!

i got plane tickets yesterday ill be in san fan 12 of april- the 19

prescott the 20-23

T-Town tge 24-the 30th aosjdhfoiahsiodhfoashdfukhauishdf

everyone we need to make plans K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 06:58:29 GMT

BEn comes back on thursday cant wait i think that this has ben the longest 6 days of my life!!! haha anyway started stage challenge fuckin fun woot woot. hope everyone in well love ya all and miss you

LOVE hanners

whY?

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 03:12:53 GMT

i miss having a life i miss hanging out with friends that i love to hangout with!!!!

ben went to see greenday last night he had the best night of his life!! he went with his sister him and his sister are soo close and it use to be cool but now bothers me but when she talked to me today i just felt like crying because she just told me how awesome it was and that her and ben had the best time of there life and been spent amost all his money on her and when she use to live her she use to always get me to buys her shit and im just feeling horible i dont know and she is his number 1 person and its just great i dont know i just feel like shit and wish that i could come home NOW!! so i could talk to people and get it out of my fucking head but thats not going to happen and im just going to feel like shit for a long fucking time!!!!!!!

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 03:58:38 GMT

blah......soo talked to a good friend the other day and she told my about my other good friend who isnt such a good friend haha if ya follow hehe well as frist i was real disaponted with hearing and but then i relized how blind i was to the situation and how i didnt want to see how this friend was treating me (by the way this was back in t towm) but hey im doing ok and thinking that things happen for a reason like moving to a country like 1000000000000 miles away. other than hearin somethin sad im doing ok and i want to let ya all know i miss you!!! take care everyone

love hannners

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 08:42:35 GMT

I miss having good friends that i would always hang with lisette, brittony, juile. I have good friends here but not like that ones that i have there. People want to get close to me but they 're girls that still do drama shit that i will not be a part of. I think that thats a good enough reason to want to go home. i will be 17 in may and thats when i am able to move back.

I love Ben soo much as a friend and as my boy but sometimes i wounder what im doing now that school has started hes with his friends a lot. but i wonder if he's all talk and if he is then i dont want him and then i do because i couldnt bring myself to be without him i feel like i have dug my self a hole that it would take me a year to get out.

blah sorry for being a bore i hope someone reads cause i could sure use some kind words cause im going through sorta a ruff time.

xoxoxox hanners

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 08:38:00 GMT

hello 2005!! my new years was RAD!! i went to she had one of the best bands i have heard here ummm yeah i miss you guys happy new years!!!<333

love hanners

yeah

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 11:39:38 GMT

ok im going to be honest with everything right now things that i really want to happen and yeah here it goes

my brother- i wish that he would stop smoking weed cause its making him stupid and lazy and he is soo talented and he is throwing it all away for something that is just making him not feel. i would never know all they shit that he has gone through and i will pro never understand but i know that he can change life and make it better but he doesnt seem to get that

ben- when i moved to this place i thought all about myself and how much my parents had hurt me and how i had to leave everything behind but what happends if i go back to the states and never come back here bens my bestfriend i can trust him more that anyone here and i would never want to hurt him

myself- i have gotten school together and have a job that i love so im good but theres still shit that i could be doing to help out around the house and i dont ummm i miss the states soo much and i know that but i keep telling myself that i will get over it but i dont mom and dad say they are going to send me but never do what can i dont who knows

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 02:25:48 GMT

*CAMPING*

im goin campin tonight fun fun at whites bay i will take pictures woot woot love ya's all